~I've Been Dreaming About You, In a Pool of Your Own Blood~

The username is xxblackdyingrosexx

ADD ME BITCHES!!!

Do you ever feel as if the world is leaving you behind, like you aren't really there.

Like you are just watching life pass by and no one is bringing you with it.

Like if you shot yourself right now, no one would notice or care.

Like you could just disappear without notice.

Shitty feeling isn't it?

Trust me, I know how you feel.

Don't we all?

I feel so far away that I think i'm living an extremely long dream and i'm never going to wake up.

My family seems like they don't care if i'm standing right in front of them, if I dropped dead they

probably wouldn't know or care.

I know 'Quit with the fuckin' sob story' but I hate this feeling and want it to go away!

Any tips or tricks to feel not so... alone.

Ever feel like you are doing nothing, but getting stabbed in the back? I, personally, know the feeling, but i'm not going through it right now. My best friend Morgan is. There is this guy that likes her and she likes him too. Let's just say he's older. She wants to wait until she has everything sorted out before she'll date him, but now our friend is getting pretty damn close to him. Our friend (who is a girl by the way) has been going to the movies, mall, etc. with him alone!! She has a boyfriend!!! I just can't help, but feel this is going to get a hell of a lot worse. See a backstabbing anywhere?!?! I thought so.

~Shelby

M. Shadows puts the "laughter" in "manslaughter"
Synyster Gates can slam revolving doors.
The chief export of The Rev is pain.
Johnny Christ counted to infinity...twice.
Zacky Vengeance can divide by Zero.
They say that lightning never strikes the same place twice. Niether does M. Shadows. He doesn't have to.
The grass is always greener on the other side. Unless M. Shaodws has been there, then its soaked with tears and blood.
Synyster Gates died ten years ago, but the Grim Reaper can't get up the courage to tell him.
The Rev once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands.
Zacky Vengeance sleeps with a night light. Not because Zacky Vengeance is afraid of the dark, but the dark is afraid of Zacky Vengeance.
Johnny Christ is the reason Waldo is hiding.
A Tsunami is water running away from The Rev
How many times does it take Synyster Gates to screw in a light bulb? None. Synyster Gates does not need light. Light needs Synyster Gates.
Zacky doesnt get brain frezze. Slurpees know when to back the fuck off.
Johnny Christ got in a fight with a cloud.
M. Shadows does not teabag the ladies. He potato-sacks them.
The Rev crossed the road. Nobody has ever dared question his motives. M. Shadows can speak braille.

Johnny Christ is not hung like a horse... horses are hung like Johnny Christ.
M. Shadows jacks off to Monster Trucks.
Jeeves asks Zacky Vengeance.
If The Rev is late, time better slow the fuck down.
Geico saved 15 y switching to Synyster Gates.
Johnny Christ when back in time and stopped the JFK assination by catching the bullet in mid air. JFK head just exploded in sheer amazement.
The Rev brushes with Plutonium.
Zacky Vengeance has to sort his laundry into three loads: darks, whites, and bloodstains.
M. Shadows made Satan cry.
The most effective form of suicide known to man is to type "Synyster Gates" into Google and hit "I'm Feeling Lucky!".
Jesus walked on water. Johnny Christ walked on Jesus.
When Zacky Vengeance gives you the finger, he's telling you how many seconds you have left to live.
M. Shadows doesn't use pickup lines, he simply says, "Now."
In the begining, Johnny Christ told God to make him something to play with and gave Him a seven day deadline.

Contrary to popular belief, George Bush is a great speaker and rarely mispronounces words. He appears incompetent because he knows Synyster Gates is watching.
M. Shadows does not leave messages. M. Shadows leaves warnings.
The idea for the show "24" is actually stolen from a drawing Zacky Vengeance made when he was drunk.
The Rev kicked a 50 yard field goal while having sex.
The biggest mistake Clint Eastwood ever made is when he told Johnny Christ to make his day.
M. Shadows once drop kicked Tim Allen for popularizing his mating call.
Synyster Gates killed the last Unicorn with his bare hands.
The Rev plays soccer with severed heads.
Johnny Christ can lift a mountain over his head with one arm and make a perfect pitcher of Kool Aid with the other.

M. Shadows is like a Tsunami, if you can see him coming it's already too late.
Uncle Sam doesn't want you anymore. He's got Zacky Vengeance.
Johnny Christ beat up the Jolly Green giant.
M. Shadows ate the Stay Puff Marshellow man.
The rev didn't vote for Pedro. He deported him.
Why was 6 afraid of 7? Because of M. Shadows.
When God said, "Let there be light", Synyster gates said, "say please."
Johnny Christ plays Russian Roulette with the Grim Reaper.
Zacky Vengeance punched a woman in the vagina when she didn't give him exact change.
The symbol for Zacky Vengeance in sign language is a middle finger on fire.

My school got cancelled today because of the A-FUCKIN-MAZING snow!!!!!!! I am sooooooo totally stoked right now it's not even funny. Here in Illinois we got 7 inches of the white powdery goodness lol!!! Anyways, so yea I am like so hyper right now and me and hyper don't mix. So I thought i'd let ya'll know about my life right so bye Bitches!!!!

XOXO

Shelby

Ok, I was just confronted with an issue...CHAINMAIL!! I personally don't like chainmail, but everyonce in awhile I feel I need to keep the chain going. I sent a chainletter to a fellow user of buzznet and she was not happy. Then, it hit me .... most people HATE chainmail. I will not send ANY chainmail, so don't send it to me. Chainmail, Iknow is a superstitious belief, but it's all a load of SHIT!! Don't send it and you won't get it, it's as simple as that.

XOXO

~Shelby

I am so bored it's not even funny. I just got back from my aunt's b-ball game (my aunt is 17 I know it's weird). Anyways, so yea i'm REALLY bored.