~I've Been Dreaming About You, In a Pool of Your Own Blood~

Do you ever feel as if the world is leaving you behind, like you aren't really there.

Like you are just watching life pass by and no one is bringing you with it.

Like if you shot yourself right now, no one would notice or care.

Like you could just disappear without notice.

Shitty feeling isn't it?

Trust me, I know how you feel.

Don't we all?

I feel so far away that I think i'm living an extremely long dream and i'm never going to wake up.

My family seems like they don't care if i'm standing right in front of them, if I dropped dead they

probably wouldn't know or care.

I know 'Quit with the fuckin' sob story' but I hate this feeling and want it to go away!

Any tips or tricks to feel not so... alone.